AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

So im in cindys xl and shes forcing me 2 update.

Hmmm.... Its been a while. Thats quite a bit of ground 2 cover. So we'll just skip right 2 the recent stuff.

Saturday will be 11 months!!! GO US!!!!! Im so happy! Thats a long time. And itll just keep getting longer and longer and longer and longer and longer and longer...get the picture?

My car has another motor in it but needs a new carb. A lot of money has gone into that thing.

I got 2 c ty last weekend 4 the first time in forever. It was fun. We got 2 talk about some stuff and just hang out. Then i went 2 take him 2 his gfs on my way home and got pulled over 4 speeding. THEN i found out my insurance cards were expired and i got another ticket that i have 2 go 2 court 4. Hopefully my insurance company can help me out.

Im out of time so ill try 2 finish this later.

I LOVE YOU CINDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adios!

~Travis

HOLY SHIT!

IM UPDATING!

OH

MY

GOD!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!

ok

well

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spaces.

SOOOO.

its been a while peepz. got lazy about this thing again. but im back!.....again.

so quick update on the past couple of months. the holidays went pretty well. got to see my uncle mark at christmas dinner. havent seen him since i lived in the mobile home park. so that wuz kool. got some kool stuff fer christmas, including a stuffed monkey from my baby! its named BOBO. he will rule the world one day. um new years wuz not very good. a couple birthdays went by. mom, derek, and someone i think im forgettin. amanda and derek arent together nemore. that was fun for every1. um.....not much else, cept the daily stuff which would be insanity if i put it on here. so on to more recent stuff.

oh, if u cant tell i dont like to capitalize or use good grammar. dont like it? i dont really give a fuck! hehe. ITS MY SITE!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ok

um. dereks hair went byebye. me n amanda r basically...not friends nemore. wutever. i wuz sick last weekend from thursday night til tuesday. IT SUCKED ASS. but im all beter now. all city band came and went. the concert went well. lunch is ok but its not the same nemore. half the time me cindy n stephanie go outside to frank (the big ass tree for all u normal folk). saw rip van winkle.really crappy animation, but hilarious. laughed the whole time. that dude was on pcp.

um..a lot of the good stuff i cant put on here cuz i either fergot or its too much.

valentines day wasnt bad. cindy was my first valentine. yay!

alrighty. today wasnt too shabby. ended up havin to go to that lecture first hour. and the smart people gave us the wrong one. but oh well. it was still pretty cool. history was pretty fun. hehe that song....good times. bio-med wasnt bad, even though i did my groups work with barely any help. lunch was...ok i guess. couldnt go outside. derek got tied up in his jacket with electrical tape...and we put some on his face. twas funny. english was awesome, even if our subs a bitch. laughed the whole time. me n brian killed the last half hour writin/drawin on a piece of paper...and it all started with a squiggle. good times.

enrollments goin on. next years lookin like.....pre-calc/trig....bio-med 3.....physics.....dont know english yet......AP US history 2 (zero hour).......spanish 3.......band........jazz band.....and institute. had to take history as a zero hr to stay in jazz band. shows ya how much of a band nerd i am!

so ya. havent been able to drive the last couple o days and probably wont until...hopefully next week. depends on my mom. might end up gettin a vw fox from vivian instead of the jimmy. i have no idea anymore. could end up with the subaru, but dont know how much itd cost to fix the engine. itll be a car with an engine that runs and 4 wheels..thats all i know.

bands goin ok. jazz band kicks ass. were gonna try goin to jazz in the round without music n stands n such. we'll see.

cindy..wow. love doesnt even begin to describe it. but its the best i can do. and i love her like crazy. this is the best relationship that ive ever been in. the new headings all about her too! 

I LOVE YOU CINDY!!!!!

~Travis 

p.s - workin on gettin a song but i dont feel like it right now

alrighty well IM BACK! hold your applause

ok

well lets see whats happened since tuesday

wednesday was late start. duh. school went pretty well. cant remember much of what happened except for the united way thing in xl. kinda retarded but it was ok i guess. after school me, derek, cynthia, and amanda put another coat on the bleachers in the gym for some community service. mrs wren bought us pop and pizza, so that was cool. had a great time with cynthia .

thursday was the last day of school this week. in band we sat in a circle. kind of interesting. in morales we had a debate. jefferson vs. hamilton. that was fun. very entertaining. in biomed we had a quiz over the gas law stuff. think i did pretty well. in english i once again got absolutely nothing accomplished on my project. but i had a great time in there. funny as hell.

friday i did a whole lot of nothing. just hung around the house and read for a while. ended up goin to tylers for the weekend. had a good time over there, like always. had a good talk with him too. so ya we hung out for the weekend. ricki brought me home today. read some more and hung out. did laundry. called amanda and cynthia. and ya.

when i went to tylers, they all mentioned that im a lot skinnier than i was. i started thinking about that. i used to weigh 170, now i weigh 150-155. ive lost 15-20 lbs. i never really realized that. im happy too. now that i got rid of some fat, im planning on gaining every bit of that back, but this time in muscle. so i hope i can accomplish that now.

i also found out that the place i used to go to chess tournaments at moved to 2 blocks down from my house. im thinking about starting to do tournaments again. theyre fun. 

also while i was at tylers i discovered a booklet that the guy who runs the chess tournaments over there wrote. and i found a quote in it that ties in to everything ive been thinking about and talking about lately. "Living to be, or living to die. It is our choice." I just thought that was an awesome quote. so while im on that subject im gonna throw out a couple more thoughts.

you cant let others dictate how your life is to be lived. its your life. theyre your decisions. you have to choose what is right and what is wrong to you. if you want to change yourself, do it. but dont do it for everyone else. do it for yourself. your time is short, and you have to decide how its going to go. live. dont just sit around on your ass waiting to die. go out and live. you can never go back and redo something in your life. so dont make yourself want to. dont let yourself have any regrets.

so ya.

this was longer than i though it was going to be.

and since im not too tired, im gonna go write daffy a note..or letter.. or whatever the hell you wanna call it. and maybe lola too. well see.

well i guess this is the end of the entry. adios!

i love you cynthia!!!!!

~TAZ

p.s - and i still dont know if im changing the song. but i dont have much of a choice anyway because my windows media player is being an idiot. so ya. just thought youd like to know.

ZEEKYBOOGYDOO

KAMIKAZE WATERMELON!!!! TAKE COVEEEEEERRRRR!!!!

sry bout that (derek will understand it!)

newho

today wuz pretty good

well lets see...in apes we some population dynamics stuff. and amanda was pissed at me because of last night. soo newho. band wuz ok. i dont like our songs though. the only one i do like in incantations, but we havent played that in a while. in morales we went over our dbq from the test. heh. and were having a debate next time. that should be fun. in biomed we did more gas law stuff. got a quiz over that next time so i gotta make sure i got the formulas straight. then wuz lunch. sat with cynthia and sam. went to the library for a few minutes, but got absolutely nothing done, so i left. ya. cynthia and i spent part of the time chasing after amanda and derek, but she still wasnt talking to us. so ya. english. twas funny as hell. did some more research for our project. then went back and "worked" on it in the room (we had a sub hehe). ya brian, abel, and i were laughing our asses off the whole time. oh that class was fun. then after school i talked with cynthia and walked her up to her ride. then i looked for derek and couldnt find him, so i came home.

lunch. hmmm...its just not what it used to be. it was my favorite part of the day because our nice big funny ass group would all hang out and lugh our asses off. but we dont anymore. now we only sit together half the time, and even then its never everybody. and its just not as fun. its till awesome because i get to be with cynthia and a few of my other friends, but its just...not as fun as it was.

so anyways i havent done much since i got home. listened (and still am) to music. got mom from work. ate dinner. messed around on here and talked with cynthia through xanga again. hehe. was talking (and still am talking) to sam on aim. called amanda and got that all worked out so were all cool. called derek and talked to him for a few minutes. and now im here. yup.

ok. so i feel like being....philosophical may be the word...for a minute or two.

ok. like ive said before, ive though a lot lately about how short life is. and it is short guys. some people think theyre gonna live forever...and theyre not. so if theres something that you really wanna do...do it. dont wait. because you never may get the chance again. if you like or love someone..tell them. dont be afraid, because like i said, you may never get the chance again. there may not be a tomorrow. so live your life while you can. 

sorry bout that, its just something ive been thinking about a lot for some reason. i felt like sharing it with you all. so ya. i guess thats all. adios!

i love you cynthia!!!

~TAZ

SHIGGETY SHWAA!!!

ok, now that i have your attention, lets recap the weekend.

BORING for the most part. just hung around the house on saturday. hehe cynthia and i chatted through xanga comments...interesting. we got to 137 i believe. then yesterday i went out shootin with my uncle and some of his friends to get ready for hunting season. 4 1/2 hours of 20 and 12 gauge shotguns and a .357.... without earplugs (thanks to my uncle). needless to say my hearing wuz screwed up for a while. but its back completely now!!!then i wrote a couple of notes to amanda and cynthia.

soooo.

today wuz a GOOD day! in apes we did acute vs. chronic illness n stuff like that. then before school started i got 3 notes from the same person cuz im special! hehe.  in spanish we did some more costa rica stuff and watched a movie *snore*.  then i read my notes. and ya. before 4th hour i got another one. i guess im that good. so ya did more matrice multiplication crap. in jazz band we got some christmas stuff for our performances next month. and then came lunch. the best part of the day today. why you ask?

 because im goin out with cynthia now!! ooh ive been waitin a while to say that!

and so amanda bought me a drink cuz i left my id at home and didnt eat lunch. then cynthia gave me the rest of her nachos. so i had some sort of lunch. thanks guys! and then that fat old teacher shemale thing got pissed at me for a ridiculously idiotic reason. i swear she has it out for us. oh well. so ya then came institute. did math and helped kelli with hers. then went to band and helped unload the red wheel stuff. then went and practiced.......flag twirling! lol. so then went back to institute. met cynthia after school and we went up to help out with pulling red wheel orders....well we tried. i had to go back o the band room, and she had to run out to find her sister(who happened to be at the band room) and talk to her grandma. so then i went back to the gym with derek and cynthia. we helped out for a lil over 2 hours. cynthia seemed a lil down and i couldnt figure out why.. then everybody left and i went home to drop my stuff off, and then i went up to arbys to get dinner. twas tasty! then i came home and did my SQ3R for morales and something for english. now im sitting here typing this entry!

amanda called and i think i made her mad/sad...i didnt mean to. but now nobodys answerin over there so ill quit tryin.

ya. so its been a pretty good day.  

hmmm. i dont think theres anything else to say. so i guess this is the end!

i love you cynthia!!

~TAZ

p.s - im tryin to decide if i should change my song...what do you guys think?